Grandma left for HK today...and yes, without me again...why does this always happen? Had not my granduncle call earlier, I could have fixed my schedule for my meetings and events to some other later dates. She insisted that I come along but on short notice....just find out later in the week that a lot of happenings have actually moved later in the month and that I WAS actually free to fly out...by then, tickets weren't available. Oh well, so much for free trips to HK, Bangkok and Shang-hi! Aaaarrrrrggghhhh!!!!! I miss my grandma...ooodles!

NOT AGAIN!!!

After so much sadness and disappointments lingering in my system, I decided to ask my Mr. Big if we can go out and talk. I was planning to surprise him by picking him up in the house. Instead, I ended up surprising his mother! Oh well, of all the people in the house! I really felt even worse that evening. Thus, another age old mother and son exchange happened, dampening both me and Mr. Big's spirits...good thing he's such a good sport. And all we needed was a great big bear hug from each other. I wish I he was an actually teddy bear so I could take him home and cuddle him to sleep...i hope he has the same sentiments as I do...hehehe. Thanks darling! I noticed that he's views in life started to harden a bit though...maturing maybe? Then again, maybe he needs someone to soften him up a bit again...

QUESTION OF THE DAY

"Do you actually think that there are people who would die for you?" asked my Mr. Big. He believes not. But what he doesn't know is that I would actually be willing to. Well, what do you guys think?